I've discovered, the benefits of blogging.
Sometimes its really good to let people know what's up with you.
But i'm afraid i might post things that i would regret later.

Learn. Learn to watch your thoughts, your actions, your words.
Words are potent. They love, they hurt.
Simple words can totally destroy things.
So, be careful when you say things.
I hurt easily. Perhaps thats why words have such an effect on me.
I find it hard to love sometimes. Especially when the other person is so dense.
I like to think i'm easy to work with. Perhaps some might disagree. But its what i like to believe.
And I find it hard to work with you. And i feel so guilty for feeling that way.
I wonder if i let words colour my thoughts too. Or maybe i'm just too tired.
I shall see and pray for love. that i might continue to love.

I deleted all my entries.
Because it was something i had to do.
Change my life anew.
Memories were too painful to keep.
Words i never wanted to read.

I believe few would see this.
Cuz its been eons.
But if you happen to chance upon this,
hello friend. how are you? thanks for caring.

the real planetshaker, hang in there.

you would lose me, only in the sense of losing a close friendship.
but it might be dangerous to get too close. things just explode or implode.
the road ahead seems shaky and uncertain.
but its one we really have to walk.
i'll walk it with you but i wont hold you hand.
cuz i know the way you feel about touch.
stay strong friend

i have discovered during this few weeks
that i am loved, that i love and that i deserve to be love.
so thank you everyone, for loving me so.
it was God's blessing to me.
an amazing amazing blessing that i'm so thankful for.