Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control.
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so.
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?
You build up hope, but failures all you've known.
Remember all the sadness and frustration
And let it go.
Let it go.
Parts of songs from LP...
Cuz i'm holding on to what i havent got...
perhaps in a melancholy mood tonight.
the weather sure suits it.
maybe i'm like leti's lecturer whose mood swings with the weather.
its Reformers Sunday.
Sola scriptura, Sola fide, Sola gratia, Solus Christus, Soli Deo gloria!
Scripture alone, faith alone, grace alone, Christ alone, to God be the Glory.
honestly, I'll probably never be able to leave my church. at the very least perhaps my denomination. its not that the others arent good. its that it would be asking me to pull out my roots. all that i've known since i was young. grandpa says there's more good than bad in being like that. i'm hoping it is. too far to think ahead about what IF i have to change churches suppose IF i ever get married. that would probably be the only reason i even have to think about this. i have faith in my leaders. but still, what happens if that day really comes. or perhaps i would be blessed enough huh. by faith, grace, Christ alone.
Friendship is a spectrum.
most people would fall in the middle, some would fall closer to the ends.
why is it when we are concerned, we only swing to the extremes?
painful and cold on one end, dangerous and so fast on the other.
why cant we seem to find a balance?
