i have some of the funniest lecturers.
my spec 2 lecturer went through our midterm ( =( =( =( )
she had 15 mins left, so she wanted to continue discussing mass spec.
but we werent settling down,
so she asked: "still got mood to continue?"
we were like NOOOO!!! then she was "ok then go! bye! we continue next week" hahahahah... she's super cute and funny =p too bad she always kills us during exams!!!
2nd funny lecturer moment of the day, my org prof just smsed us:
"only audio part 1 posted. took longer than expected. late now. so going home to have dinner. will continue to finish part 2 later." HAHAHA

church retreat 2molo! i need to get up real early =(
gcube retreat on sat too.
oh mann, how to study?!?!
tests coming up and they wont be easy ones =(
i'll do my best and trust in God to do the rest...

naively, i never saw myself as a threat.
it wasnt until tues that i realized how stupid that thinking was.

but the thing is, this was just so unexpected
and at that point of time, i thought i wasnt cared for anymore. honestly.
and what it seemed to be and led me into believing wasnt actually what was happening or real..
i cant force someone to not care and its unfair too, especially if you really love as much i think.
bring the sunshine to people around you. if i can, i would too. dont stop me.
the one you're hurting most is yourself. and your hurting your friend too. innately we always cant seem to stop doing things that would hurt us. but TRY...you're a tough cookie. so try...

on another note, i've been thinking,
grow old along with me, for the best is yet to be
doesnt it sound wrong?!?!! hahaha but yups i guess friends can grow old with each other too? =p
smile =)
though i've lost my private place to rant, i think its more good then bad. at least i know i've lost it. lolx.
a disaster on and off paper.
does it really matter? bring the world down. lets go!

time to spend some time with the stars. except its not the fun part =(
wish me luck...