exams are finally finally over.
i'm still savoring the sweet sweet freedom.
going away for a bit =) =)
some of my friends haven ended yet though. JIAYOUS.

went to watch HP on fri.
damn scary man!!! its a horror movie lah. seriously, its not really for kids man. i was so freaked out and grabbing on to grandpa =( it was scary ok!!!!
sat was chill out with kewl <3
ugly ugly ugly!!!!! HAHAHa
played saboteur too!!! i like being a miner. got saboteur once and only one guessed i was saboteur! hahaha they thought i was a miner and even told me where the gold was!!! hahaha. i'm sorry. i didnt lie to you guys!!! i'm just too good-like huh? hahahaah.
some guys came to crash the room and switched on a movie. pulp fiction by Quentine Tarantono. all of us totally didnt like it. it wasnt funny, there was so much shooting and the F word came our 50 times in one minute (my friend counted) -.-'''
so we left and went to watch our own movie. quite a stupid but funny movie!!! scott pilgrim. its like some computer game thing. hahahaha.
then dinnered at subway where we met ruthless and johannes!!! hahahaha.

i'm happy. that i get time to spend with these precious ppl <3
there's so much more things planned for this week but too bad i cant join. =(
have fun dearies, i'll miss you guys!

i dont know why, i dont know how, i dont know what.
perhaps i'm doing the most stupid thing ever. except it didnt seem stupid and it probably isnt stupid. and even if its stupid, it wont be most stupid ever. i'm sure i'll do something even more stupid next time.
perhaps its just me being stupid. scratch that. its definitely me being stupid. shyt. i dunno anything anymore. gahhhhh.

perhaps things that i really need to say, i can never say. not here, not anywhere. except in my precious reflections book.

ijustwanttofeellikeimnotontheoutsideimsotiredoflookinginfromtheoutsideforonceillliketobeinsideperhapsillneverfitsnotmyfaultthatthingslikethatmakemecryormattertome
i'mlikeabird,ionlyflyaway,idontknowwheremyhomeis.