I lied, about not lying
i dont intentionally lie.
but omitting of truths often comes up to lots of lies.
but sometimes, just sometimes i just dont wanna say everything.

its already so late.
spend so much time printing some stuffs.
rant rant rant.
lousy lousy lousy.
i refuse to allow myself to whine and rant.
maybe i'm just tired.
maybe i'm just tired of things always going another way from where i keep hoping they'll go.

kitty is a stupid stupid thing.
why cant she be wiser?
why cant she keep her stupid trap shut
or her stupid feelings mute?
she's so damn irritating.
i really really hate her sometimes.
gahhhh.
run away kitty. like a ghost. fade.
there's more important things to worry abt.
dont be swayed by treats and cuddles.
thats how the AVA catches you.
stop being so stupid.
grow up. dont be a kitten anymore. you'll only get kicked and starve to death. loved when you're super cute, thrown away once you're big and no more kittenish.
i'll love you still, even when you grow up. though u're so stupid and all. i'll love you still.