School started today/yesterday.
it was WOAH.
not even in sch yet and i realized i messed up my lect timings. Thank God i texted Sudi. else i wont even have realized that.  =(
had our first CG =)
most of the same faces although some left and some joined
somehow feels a little bit different.
esp cuz i was close to some and now not so much anymore.
didnt really know what happened either.
just that slowly i got left out of stuffs. but yups life moves on.
this sem is crazy, or as my dear cgl would say "tragic". LOLx
i'm so tired. i'm so scared. i'm so afraid everything would go wrong wrong wrong.
prayer, trusting in the Lord. i'm really tryin my best to. its so hard.
fitting in tuition, driving, tutorials. its all so overwhelming esp when everything seems to be going wrong. i'm just scared. so very scared. am i doing too much? do i really have a choice? i'm trying my best. Dear Lord, help see me through this. and thank you for the wonderful blessings you've given me. esp the wonderful people in my life who are just so amazing. they are SO amazing. =)

that vulnerable side of me, is not one many have seen.
you more so then others should know why. but thank you all the same. for trying to be there. sometimes it really feels like i have no one. and i dun wanna bother anyone. but i often turn to you. i dont know if thats a good or bad thing. psalm 121 really calmed me down last night. i was going crazy trying to plan my timetable.  it was late. there wasnt anyone to turn to. so yups Psalm 121. He works in mysterious ways =) i miss the holidays, for one sole reason of having more free time to waste on nonsense like biscuit's giver!