i've started my driving lessons.

and i'm depleting my little savings.

i've been required to spend more also, esp having to go out to meet ppl.

it seems all to come at once.

starving yourself sometimes seems like a pretty good idea. 

you get to save money and you'll lose weight.

perhaps not starving? but just eating non-proper meals like baos which you can get for under a dollar! sounds good ehs?

i'm worried that i wont have enough.

and i cant ask from my parents either. they have enough to spend on esp for my sep =(

why am i so lousy =( wrong timing for everything? =(

i wish i could like juggle work and sch and everything and still not fail.

that way money wont matter so much. or grades or anything. i dunno.

i'm just afraid.

all these are like accumulating slowly. and before you know it, kaboom! i'll explode.

i'm surprised how patient you can be.

even i dun like myself. =(

sometimes its just so hard to trust the Lord for all your needs. 

i'm trying. trying trying trying.

if all elses fails, rich ___ ___ (like real -.-''')

sunshine. light. rainbow. river. candy. 

think happy thoughts =)

have more discipline. everything will be fine

dont lose hope, dont lose strength.

precious precious huggss. where you feel safe, just so safe and loved. perhaps thats why i love huggss so much. and perhaps thats why i dont feel that comfortable hugging guys.