i love seeing people fall in love.
never thought that i would have the chance to again.
so i always shared the joy in seeing people getting together.
but always felt that the joy would never be mine to share with others.
falling in love is a tough and painful process. there's so much uncertainty involved. lots of fears and lots of tears. but all of it is worth it. for every tear you shed because of hurts, there'll be a million more because of joy =) its not easy though. we often thought of giving up. it wasnt easy to cheng dao di.
but somehow, a gift was given to me. battered and bruised, sometime taking the wrong route but eventually coming back to me again.  so here i am again. hahaha. =)
i'm still waiting for my precious friends to find their gifts. it will bring so much happiness and joy to them, to me, to everyone around.
and no, i'm not a typical girl in love. for i am not typical, neither is love something that suddenly springs up. LOVE IS LIFE, every single day of my life. without him, love still existed, so much love. so though its something extra special, it has always been there. just different forms of it.

side note, i thought my CNY would be very free. turns out i was wrong. LOLx. oh wells. sacrifice for family. i still think its worth it. =) CNY is once a year, study time, you can squeeze in throughout the year =) i just need to be less stressed and more kan de kai.

zu xin nian, he xin nian, xin nian dao, lian nian nian, rang da jia dou guo zhi hao xin nian! =)